How did I end up with this jerk? Why do I keep picking jerks? I don’t trust myself to make decisions.

This is not how I envisioned my life. Thing can’t go on like this! Something has to give.

How did I end up here? I thought our love would last forever. We were supposed to grow old together, travel, and enjoy our grandchildren together  

I can’t seem to turn off my brain. My mind is always racing. I want to stop worrying, but It’s hard for me to control my worrying.